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| Tuesday, 4-Dec-2007 12:00 |
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Losing my baby : 27 Nov 2007
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baby dah x der
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double line
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After over a year of trying to conceive, in the early morning of 7 Nov,I took a pregnancy test and discovered that it was +ve. Actually, When taking the UPT test, I certainly didn't prepare myself for the result....2 lines !!! Oh my God, is this real?...Then I woke up my hubby and tell him that i'm pregnant and he said " Congrate syg"...
Then next day we went to clinic and the doc confirmed that I’m pregnant for 4 weeks 5 days and will be due on 13th July 2008.
On 24th Nov- At night, I went to the washroom and noticed a dark brown almost black little clot it was no bigger than a fingernail but I think it was just normal menstrual,so I was like okay and went with it and tried to be calm
On 25th Nov- I went to maternity specialist for the second ultrasound.Luckily my baby was still alive in my tummy and I saw his heartbeat.The doc says everything was under control and don't worried.
On 27th Nov- I thought I urinated on myself, but it was blood, after going to the bathroom I passed something that looks like a small piece of liver, I put it in the ring case, went to UTM clinic and to bring it in to be sure. Then the doc thought and confirmed it was my baby.I don't know how to express my feeling that time. I had lost my baby. All my dreams, feelings, wishes, gone. all gone... I know i will go on one day to have a healthy baby and it may be sooner then i think..Hopefully I will be able to be a mom someday!
Lastly, I am so thankful to God to have had this opportunity for letting me be pregnant even though just for 7 weeks 2 days and thanks to my husband, has been relatively patient and understanding ...
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| Saturday, 10-Nov-2007 08:19 |
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| Saturday, 27-Oct-2007 06:22 |
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Aidulfitri -KL Times Square Part 3
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Raya ketiga kami berempat g beraya ke Times Square. Pasal hubby dah janji ngan adik dia. So kene tunaikan janji kan....
9.30 am : Bertolak dari Stesen komuter Btg Kali ke KL. Hampir 1 jam nak sampai ke KL Sentral almaklumlah komuter kan..Then naik monorel ke Jalan Imbi...Sampai ke TS ...aku pun beli tiket n mainler.....
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| Saturday, 27-Oct-2007 06:01 |
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Aidulfitri - Selangor Part 2
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Raya yang ketiga di rumah mak ayah aku di Btg Kali, Selangor ...
Sampai jek ...adik aku kater aku ditugaskan tuk masak laksa penang, semua bahan mak dah sediakan.
Mak ai sampai 3 kg ikan sardin..wat gapo bebanyak nih.... Maleh nak banyak tanya aku masak jek.
At d end baru aku tahu diorg nak sambut harijadi ayah + aku sekali. Huhuhu terharu aku....
Thanks to my sisters..
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| Monday, 22-Oct-2007 15:12 |
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My besday 11-10
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hehehe dah tua rupanyer saya....dah 26 tahun....
10-Oct : Hari tu aku tido lambat... nak tunggu kul 12.00 am cos nak tunggu suprise drp hubby,
tunggu nyer tunggu sampai kul 12.30 am...x der aper2 pun. Sedih rasanyer hati hubby x wish
aper2 pun. Pujuk gak hati...maybe dia lupa kot. Tgh sedap tido tetiba hubby kejutkan..
Nah amik ko satu lilin besar kat atas kek.... Wah best best waktu tu......terharu giler aku...
Thanks to my hubby ...love u so much....
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| Saturday, 8-Sep-2007 14:53 |
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My lovely sister's engagement
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Alhamdulillah finally my sis got engaged last saturday with her boyfriend-after 9 years knowing each other. The engagement ceremony was held at my father & mom house at Batang Kali, Selangor.
Congratulations dear. U look so beautiful n gorgeous that day.
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| Saturday, 30-Jun-2007 01:41 |
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Balik KL & Eye on M'sia
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Wah best nyer balik Kg. Walaupun 2 hari jek, aku telah melepaskan niat tuk berjalan merata KL. Dah lama aku x balik kg beb. Bila plan nak balik Kg. jek asben aku kene g outstation, nak balik sorang asben aku x bagi. Nilah kengkawan hakikatnyer bila dah kawen kene ikut cakap suami. Kalau aku bujang lagi tiap2 bulan aku cabut ke KL.
Sampai KL jek kul 3.00 pagi. Ngan aku yang masih ngantuk kul 8.00 pagi mak aku ajak aku g paso. Sempat lagi kami shopping kasut n beli memacam aku sukalah. Mak aku macam syokler aku belikan kasut tuk dia. Dah lama aku x jalan-jalan ngan mak aku. Start dari aku kawen , kalau x dulu kami anak beranak kuar masuk shopping kompleks kat jln TAR shopping kain. Maklumler mak aku kan tailor.
Sebelah malam lak aku g merayau nak adik-beradik aku + asben g tmn titiwangsa (eye on M'sia), dimana tempat yang selalu ayah+mak aku bawa setiap hujung minggu masa aku duk KL dulu. Punyerlah ramai org sampai parking pun x der. Nasib baikler ader adik aku ila, dia nih expert skit jenjalan kat KL nih.Turun drp kereta kami pun maraton tuk g ke eye on Msia. Kalau lambat terbelakang ler kami. Masa kami sampai eye on M'sia baru nak start sempat gak kami tgk keindahan pancaran laser yang mengasyikan kami. Cantik beb. Anyway aku memang enjoy.
aku yang paling pendek hehehe, adik bongsu aku paling tinggi
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| Sunday, 13-May-2007 14:39 |
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Family day at Pangkor Island
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Sorry guys dah lamer x update. Oklah kali nak citer pasal family day ke Pangkor. Kami pergi pun under sponsor tempat kejer asben aku. Kali ni MIL n adik ipar aku pun join sekali. Kiranyer ni kali ketiga g ke Pulau ni....last aku pegi pun masa program Khidmat Masyarakat Pangkor. Masa tu budak KTHO +KTDI join wat program.. isshhh teringat zaman dulu-dulu ...rindunye kat korang sumer...
Seronok beb kat Pangkor ni....aku g snorkeling, merempit ngan asben aku pusing pulau, bershopping sakan ngan MIL aku n yang paling best makanan dia ...fresh2 belaka....Itu yang membuatkan aku semakin gomok nih... .
Baru sampai ...posing dulu
Si Tembam n Si gomok hehehe
Besarnyer ketam....sodapnyer.....
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| Friday, 23-Feb-2007 05:44 |
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My cousin wedding -17 Feb 2007
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like mother like daughter
si kenit yang comel - anak sepupu gue
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| Saturday, 3-Feb-2007 02:50 |
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Vacancy at Panasonic
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